What am I full of today? What will ooze out on those who I touch? Wow. Will I touch anyone today? How about that. I can be full of God and be of no particular Kingdom purpose. Going to visit my sibs this week, so there is a chance there.
Am I still afraid the world will contaminate me? Is that why I do not live like the King is at home? Or am I afraid he is really not there? Or do I really believe in a little god who is not able to save me, much less help them? Either way, I am not repping the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob when I live this way...and I know better.
So habits and ruts are still in play. Some days both feet are deep. Some days maybe I have on foot in and one foot out. Which can be dreadfully uncomfortable when the two paths diverge. Which they do. God has no reason to walk beside my rut. My rut only leads down.
Father, you say that you restore my soul. I receive and accept your word today. Gather us under your wing, like chicks today. Remind us of what home is like.
Help me understand how to stay home and be in the marketplace. Oh. You will go to the marketplace with me, and I will be whole in your presence. Okay.
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