Home, Loved, Changed

I think I need to visit Illinois more often, even if it is just via google chat.  There are people there who have something I need.  Love.  They have some for me.  In five days they did not run out.

You walk different when you know you are loved.  I know I have since the revelation of Father's love.  Now, again, with a fresh dose of family love.  One of the worst things about spiritual pride is thinking you have everything you need.  Father, forgive my pride.  It is particularly yucky today.

I had lunch out today.  Yes, Christmas day.  Even Golden Corral was closed.  But Hibachi Grill was not.  Not swamped at 1:30 on a Sunday, but busy enough.  I needed to be around people today.  Today I know more about why people get lonely around the holidays.  People who need people are the luckiest people in the world.  I heard that many years ago from a wise woman.  YuckYuck.

Father, help me find those who you have filled with something for me.  Help me find those who you have filled me with something for.  Teach me to touch them when I find them.  Break down the walls.  And thank you for the spirit of prophecy.

Have mercy on and deliver and heal the ubergruppenfeurher.

Church

Got almost done with this post and lost it all to the touchpad on this CR-48. I loved the post. I hate this touchpad. Yet I am really grateful for the free CR-48. I love the key feel.

Suffice it to say that taking the time to look back at an evening or a day is worth it.

Tribes are funny things. They really need you to need them enough to find out the rules and follow them. Tribe member get scared when you don't follow the rules, and even more so when you act like you don't need the tribe. Wow. If you follow the rules and act like you need to be in the tribe, then you don't need anything.

So what we are after is not tribe but family. Chew on that.