Hunger

Funny hunger today.  Lots of soul in there.  Soul, shut up and sit down.  It is okay.

I guess the beyond will look like the fullness of OKAY.  Where we never forget that it is okay.  Where we never doubt that it is okay.  Where we can not hear the whispers that challenge the truth.  Where ever scar in the emotions is erased, where every habit of self protection and self rescue and self medication has been replaced with "no room for anything but awe."

I want more awe now so I have less doubt and fear.  So I have less  hunger that is not about fuel for this body, and rather is about self care.  Help me make the link, the connection.  I want hunger at the wrong time to tell me that my circumstances have poked a sore spot in my soul.  So I can immediately grab it and run toward the Throne with it, calling out for my big brother Jesus to put his hands on it.

Thanks, Dad.  Help me grab and go.